Is it weird?

Is it weird that he's been crossing my mind like every single day..?
And I think is liking this new girl more than he ever liked me.. I mean he posts on tumblr almost the same things he used to post when he was with me.. He's always posting pictures of her, he never posted any pictures of me, has he embarrassed of me? And he's always posting images of babys and marriages and it just breaks my heart that his thinking about that with her and not with me, cause he used to that with me, we used to picture our lives together.. we broke up over a year and I still get disturb with him being happy with another girl.. I know I should be happy for his happiness but I don't know why I just can't..

My life

I'm so stress out, my life isn't going according to the plan.. I've always had everything figure it out, graduate from high school , going to college and study medicine and go live to New York find a job there and starting my life from there. That's right, I don't think my life as started yet because the one and only thing I really have to do is study.. I don't think that's living..
Besides the one and only person I've give myself to is gone and not coming back..ever, that breaks my heart in the most honest way possible, I wasn't expecting that we would be together forever or anything but I wish that we at least would be friends.. I really gave myself to this guy and now we just went to another girl.. was he trustful? I don't know but now is to late..

Guess what, I'm a ghost